That night, I stay by your side all night. You did not think, before that, has never been a man close to me, no contact with a man or seen my body. But how do you think of this it , my dear, because I was not resist you, I held back because of shyness arising out of any hesitation, just to let you guess my secret love for you, this secret will call you scared of a quasi- Jump mm relaxed and happy because you only like the game of life, left free. you are afraid someone else's fate intervention. you want to abuse your feelings, with the people who were with him at all, but do not want to make any sacrifice. I say to you, I commit to you, still a virgin, I beg you, do not get me wrong! I do not blame you! you did not seduce me, cheat me. seduce me mm is pushed to you my own the front. flew in your arms, fell into my destiny into. I'll never blame you, no, I will forever be grateful to you. because it a great night for me, the joy entertainment, extreme happiness! I opened his eyes in the dark, feel you by my side, I feel very strange, how the stars blink out of my head, because I feel the body has been on the heaven. No, I Honey, I have never regretted it, because the moment never regretted it. I remember you asleep, I hear you breathing, touch your body, feel myself so next to you I was happy to cry in the dark.
next morning I was anxious to go. I got the shop to go to work, and I want to leave you before the servants came in, do not let him see me. I wear standing in front of you finished, you put me in his arms, watching me a long time; Could that be a burst of vague and distant memory in your heart roll, or are you just think I was radiant, beautiful it? then You're in my lips and kissed it. I gently break the body, you want to go. when you ask me: desk reference by the bird blue crystal vase (Well, I was a kid that stole a look in your room, to recognize this vase from a) Remove the four white roses to give to me. For several days I was also kissed the flowers.
before that, we made an appointment to meet one night. I went to that night is so ecstasy, so sweet. You're with me after a third night. Then you said to me, you have to go out to the left mm, ah, I have from childhood to death of you hate to travel! mm you promise me, come back to let me know. I gave you a stay to be taking the address of Council mm my name I will not tell you. I put my secret locked in my heart. You gave me several flower rose as a parting memorial, mm as a parting memorial.
two months of every day I go hh Stop asking, why describe this as looking forward to you, the hell of despair caused by the torture. I do not blame you, I love you, love you, this person like this, feeling warm and naturally forgetful, and devotedly attached to the love is not specificity. I love you is so personal, only love you is so personal, you used to be so, now is still the case. I see from your window lights, you go home already, but you did not write to me. In the last moments of my life I have not received your line of handwriting, I put my whole life to you, but I have not received a letter for you. I, ah, wait, ah, like a desperate so ah woman wildly. But you do not have to call me, do not you write a letter of a word I did not write hh h
my son died yesterday mm this is your son, my dear, this is It finishes three nights ecstasy crystalline soul tempting tenderness, I swear to you, people under the shadow of death will not lie. He is our two children, I swear to you, because since I commit to you after until the child left my body, not a man touched my body. by your contact, I feel my body is sacred, and how I can donate my body at the same time points do you and other men ? You are my everything, but the other men in my life just rush of commuters. He is our two children, my dear, that I was willing to love and your carefree, arbitrary extravagance, almost unconscious and tempting the crystallization of tenderness, he is our two children, our son, our only child. So you may be surprised to be asked a mm,UGG bailey button, mm You might just want to ask some surprised, my dear , and so many long years, why I have this baby without telling you what, until today to tell you? at the moment he was lying there, sleeping in the dark, never sleeping, to leave and never come back, Never come back! But how can you tell me you? a woman like me, willingly, and you have three nights, without resistance, can be said to you full of desire to open my arms, as I encounter such a hurry unnamed woman, you are never, never believe that she will tell you, for such a dishonest man you are steadfast, you are never openly acknowledged the child is no doubt you biological son! even if my words make you think that something like true nor false, and you can not completely eliminate this hidden wonder: I see you have the money in an attempt to pass off another pen romantic in your body, hard that he is your son. I suspect you will, between you and me there will be a shadow, a faint shadow of doubt. I do not like. Besides, I know you; I'm fully aware of your own and have not yet learned to this point, I know that being in love just like the relaxed, carefree, joyous games, all of a sudden became a father, all of a sudden be responsible for the fate of another person, You must not think like. you this is only the case in the unfettered freedom to breathe life, must feel and I had some involvement. you will hate me because this implicated mm I know you will hate I will go against your own will hate me awake. Maybe just a few hours, perhaps only a matter of minutes, you will feel my hate, hateful mm and I think I have self-esteem, and I want you to think of my life when the heart does not grieve. I would rather bear all the consequences alone, you do not want to become a burden. I hope you remember me, always With love, with gratitude: At this point, I willing to make all the woman you were, as a unique one. But certainly, you never thought about me, you have to forget me.
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